aw bless you everyone for you kind comments.
just to reassure you all i am totally ok :D and not feeling down at all.every now and again i just have a reflective day and tend to think of the past and things in my life i would like to change and improve including my extremely cluttered house.so me and hubby are going to start having a mass cull of tat we no longer use,lol.most of it is hubbys though, heheehe.
well at least my crafty stuff is only in one not corner not the entire spare room.lol :D
again thankyou,i got up real early this morning and feel lots better for it too.my little man is stilll snoozing so thought i`d pop on here before work and maybe do a little hopping.
have a fabulous day and i`ll see you later :D
luv coops xxxxx